it's really been a long, long time since i last had a dream about Sz.
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i had to go shopping and the only shop i found belonged to a large chain, but the shelves were nearly empty, and the quality of produce was low. i was wondering what use i could possibly make of the poor-quality items i was buying.*
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i saw him near the entrance. i pretended i did not.
i became excited, but refrained from looking at his direction.
i saw his figure coming closer from the corner of my eye.
he definitely noticed me by now.
i turned to him, mimicking surprise.
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he was allright and casually happy to see me. there wasn't any special excitement about his behaviour, he was just his usual self :)
we walked a bit in the city and decided to have a talk.
the world around us has kind of disappeared**.
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i sensed there might be something wrong with his wife and potential kid. in my dream, i had this sixth sense, a visionary supplement of data about him and his family.
we took each other's hands and i looked into his eyes to watch the thoughts he displayed for me there.
i followed his thoughts 'on screen' right until the point i followed his life in real life, but then the display halted and he waited for my reply about the direction of the followings.
i hesitated and then another man came who i think wanted to sell me something. this interruption was the end of the dream, for we never re-freshed the display of thoughts and i never had the chance anymore to find out more about him.
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i woke up surprised and utterly sad.
i think i have just lost a friend, or has finally come to the realization of losing him. revision: having lost him.
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explanation of asterisks
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these details may look nondescript, but it's just the surface. these details tell me a lot about how i see things, or how i see them in connection with Sz.
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uhm, a surrounding world that disappears around lovers....ewww...very, very cheesy :))
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the photo above is not my property. i can't switch my camera to this laptop, so it's courtesy of internet.
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don't be shy to comment on such a personal topic :)
if i hadn't wanted anyone see my agony/fun/personal thoughts i wouldn't have written a post about it, or would have banned the comments :)
anyway, here's the automatically generated 'quote of the day' quote for today.
read and be surprised how effectively this matches the dream i had.
We must be willing to let go of the life we have planned, so as to have the life that is waiting for us.
E. M. Forster
A hard mix of emotions. Sometimes dreams linger a bit too much.
yes, there was a load of emotions behind that dream. thank you, Jason for bearing it with me :)
it's time i let it go.
Dreams are strange sometimes... Are they our brain's way to understand what happens to us or are they glimpses into something else?...
Thank you for trusting us with your dream...
perpaps they are suggestions from our otherwordly, higher self, that has a better understanding and capture of the events around us.
or they are mechanisms to help us understand ourselves.
thanks Vesper,for popping by.
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