When only hours are left

The other day I had a strange dream.

I was at home with my family and about the same age as I am today. Yet it was beyond question that I had only hours left. Just as if I were a machine with a pre~set lifespan. The time available for me could not have been expanded in any way. We accepted it as a fact and had no wish to fight against it.

My eyesight however was a different matter.

It seemed that sight, the organ itself had a longer, maybe an infinite time still ahead, so we deliberately spoiled it.

Yes, in my dream my husband poured some liquid into my eyes so as to make sight go away with me.

This is how my dream began, with eye~drops to make me, step by step, blind.

As the dream progressed, I noticed my sight getting worse and worse by the minute so I was more aware of time slipping out of my hands.

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I woke up mesmerized, afraid and full of thoughts.

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Promising

Finally, in waves, my tennis elbow syndrome is declining. I still have to watch my activities and I am extra cautious with movements and weights so as to not to strain my arm.

But there is a definite improvement.

For the record I list what I found helpful: specific exercises (there are lots of them available on youtube for free); rest; refraining from certain movements and lifting heavy things; volatile oils and last, but not least: castor oil. The latter proved extremely helpful.

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