there are things going around, things i can not put my fingers on - my job, my relationships, my future, and the same applies to my husband as well: our future, our jobs and so on.
there is something i can not define.
a change i may or may not anticipate and/or measure up in advance.
i tend to feel tired one moment and relaxed the other.
i feel contended and 'just at the right place and time' one moment and i have this feeling of 'i am helplessly lost' the other.
is it just that i am growing older, or is it something else?
i am not that very young, but i am physically fit, and before anyone suggests, it is not menopausa already. heehee:)
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i would like to write about it.
but at the moment i can't.
the bugger.
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have a nice day, y'all - and remember to leave your handprints in the comments'. thanks. :))
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I understand the feeling and sense the same for some years now. On the one hand there's a sense of change everywhere, on the other hand you also have the deciding say on how your future becomes. Being alert, being sensitive and honest are the most important qualities you can hope for...
first of all, i try not to worry, but to accept things, challenges and rewards alike as they come, although trying to get into a better* position** - with emotional outbursts welcomed :))
*better= as far as i am able to perceive and judge within my own limitations
**position = physical, mental and spiritual position :)
thanks Bart, for the contribution.
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